Thursday, November 16, 2006

Isn't it a wonder?

Isn't it a wonder?



Would you rather be a tiger or a turtle?

People say "do not be a turtle for it has a very poor pursuit movement ability". Yes it true. But come to think of it, because of this inability, they see things happening at an extremely slow pace... so they are able to perceive more and therefore have a clear understanding of things.

The Chinese believed that the turtle is a symbol of great patience, strength and value. With patience, you learn to apply the breaks... to seize the moment... to relish the now... to ponder... to learn and discover more from today so that you wouldn't come to nothing in the future... and while the turtles take a slow leisurely walk or travel, they see the bad and the good perfectly well. They see the beauty of life that most of any living beings fail to see. Yes, there will always be that unpleasant feeling of fear caused by the presence or anticipation of danger - with their sluggish movement, the enemy could easily gain an advantage over them. But you see, that makes them stronger. Remember how clearly they see the bad and the good? This ability helps them weigh things even when adversity arrives. The tiger can just overpower anything or anyone from any angle. But their assertiveness most of the time leads to fierceness... worst, to hostility. And what happens is that they bite or put to death the least expected being at the least expected moment. Everyone else could be its very own victim... even its own cub. So there's no true friend to a tiger and sadly, there's no definite future for this creature.

And as the tiger allows its killing nature to run its life, the turtle is just there... still wandering around while trying to learn and learn... no wonder they have a long life span and tigers don't. That, for me, is the value of the turtle.

The Chinese also believed that the turtle can foretell future events. Why there's no failing to see things when you're slow in movement... besides, experience through long journey can tell you what's best to do and not to do.

I was once a tiger... But after all the hurts I've had and the hurts I've caused... I'd rather be a turtle from now on.

Saturday, November 04, 2006

Some Learning...

Some Learning...




Who has not been subjected to pain? I'm sure not a soul. Whether physical or emotional, pain excuses no one for it is one of those factors that jog our memories of the reality that all human are one and the same. Only, our way of dealing with it is widely divergent. Some deal with pain on a positive note. Some on the negative - just like Jack.

Let me remind you of one important standpoint. Pain is an incentive. It is not given to mankind to set hurdles to our already complicated lives. It is in fact given to make us a person of superlative quality - a person who can prevail over anything with head held high. Pain is an added value in our lives. It makes us feel the hurt to understand the purpose of it and learn from it as well.

Oftentimes we blame other people for our misfortune. But what we habitually forget is that we are the direction-finder of our lives. How we go through different stages or events in our lives apparently depend on us and no one else. We are all answerable for our own actions and way of thinking. After all, life is what we make it, right?

The story of Jack and his dog, Slowpoke also reminds us of the imbalances that we experience in life. Absurd as it may seem, life has so much to offer that oftentimes, it brings confusion to all of us. Because of life's nitpicky situations, we tend to develop crisis in terms of our identity - of what we really want and what kind of person we really want to be. We endlessly search for the one true thing that can make us happy but because of life's many ups and downs, we end up not knowing anymore the importance and meaning of happiness in our lives. We then become victims of circumstances and most often than not, we let our weaknesses rule us. We let our flaws, our being imperfect manipulate us. And because of this, we allow a different persona to live within us - making us, all the more, get to nowhere. It makes us move one step backward instead of moving forward to reach our goal, to get hold of the happiness that we have always longed for.

Moreover, the story tells us of how we should attach importance to those who love us to a great extent... those who are truly dedicated to us... those who are tested to be true. We should not take them for granted just because we are apoplectic. Take into account that hatred is synonymous to being unworthy of one's affection. And that loving is in point of fact learning. Hence, we should learn by heart.

I just hope Jack and Slowpoke's tale will help awaken those who are lost in thought... and those who are blinded by their faith, their dreams, and their love.

Thursday, November 02, 2006

JACK THE BLIND AND HIS DOG, SLOWPOKE...

Jack the Blind and his dog, Slowpoke...




* Now here's a story I wrote for my Journalism class back when I was in College... Just want to share it to anyone who would be interested to read it... And i hope you guys learn from it somehow... especially those who love dogs as much as I do :) Happy reading!


"JACK THE BLIND AND HIS DOG, SLOWPOKE..."


Every dog has his day.

True, isn't it? I mean, everyone gets some luck or attention sometime in life. Only, we aren't too certain if luck would mean bad or good or if the attention we get is for admiration or condemnation. But what's important really is how we rise above the situation and to give justice to this saying, let me tell you a story about my childhood friend and his dog - and what we both learned from it.

Meet Jack. A regular guy who loved nothing but to take pictures of his dogs. Oh, he had many. There was his black pit bull named Champ who later on gave birth to Camilia. He had Michika, a female Shih Tzu. There's also Mortiz, his golden retriever who did nothing but flirt with the other dogs (and how they liked him!) and the star of this column, Slowpoke, a St. Bernard dog who had three siblings, Beastly, Goofy, and Boxer.

Of all Jack's dogs, though, Slowpoke was the most special. Despite of being slow (as the name says it) and languid, he was dear to Jack for the simple reason that he's the only dog who would stay beside him all the time. Nevertheless, all these dogs were treated like kings and queens. Jack made sure they get the best of everything, pampered and all.

Things changed though when Jack met a car accident a year and a half ago. One day, he just woke up in total darkness - the tragic incident made him lose his eyesight. From then on, Jack no longer was his usual self. He would get pissed off all the time. He hated everything around him, his dogs included. To avoid more tantrums, Jack's mom decided to get rid of her son's dogs. Well they had to retain one, though because Jack needs a leading dog. The grouchy man needs a dog that's big enough to shield him from any harm and slow moving so that he can still be in control of his "bodyguard". The description fits Slowpoke to a T and so he stayed on.

This dutiful dog stayed and served Jack to the greatest of his ability but the latter would all the more show barbarity to his once favorite dog. He would baste Slowpoke for its sluggish movement and frailty. He would bawl out on the poor dog like what he does to the other servants of their home. Yet, Slowpoke would allow his master belittle him as if he has a bearing of the poor man's condition. Although at night, when his master is asleep, Jack's mom would hear this poor dog weep, as if feeling the pain Jack inflicted on him. She told me once that if dogs could only speak, Slowpoke would probably yell out: "Whatever happened to dear Jack? Once my master, now a monster!"

Days and months have passed and the treatment of Jack to his dog didn't change. He would always find faults on this four-legged mammal and would criticize it to a disgusting extent. But Slowpoke kept true to his job. Yes, he stayed a good servant - sadly, to a bad master.

Then another tragic incident came. It was late Monday evening, and the weather was not on anybody's side. It rained heavy while Jack was at St. Monica's Clinic, undergoing a seminar for the blind. His facilitator advised him not to leave the clinic until the rain subsides. But being the hardheaded that he is, Jack insisted on going home, braving the storm with Slowpoke. Due to the downpour, all roads went slippery - Slowpoke found it hard to guide his master. He would slip and slip, making his master stumble just the same. Infuriated, Jack attacks Slowpoke with harsh words and worse, batters the poor dog. He would kick him and would shoo him away. But fearing for his master's life, this faithful servant disregarded Jack's cruelty. Instead, Slowpoke would let his body lie over Jack and push the hapless man forward every time he falls. All throughout the night, Jack would try to get rid of Slowpoke while the latter would try his best to get his master out of the rain. Slowpoke tried - but to no avail. Jack, hard as a stone, wanted to prove he could get out of the mess on his own. He also wanted to prove to his dog how useless he is to Jack. Too much force caused a great exhaustion and before they know it, Jack and Slowpoke both lost their consciousness.

Morning came and the weather went fine. It was the extreme contrast of the other day's meteorological condition. People who saw Jack and Slowpoke lying in one corner came to the rescue and took them to the nearby hospital.

This was the second time Jack would wake up in a hospital bed. When his consciousness returned, he already asked for Slowpoke. No, it was not because he cared. Actually, he didn't have a bit concern for the dog. He was even blaming the animal for his condition. Then I gathered all my guts to tell him what has happened to the dog he once found endearing. "Don't worry, Slowpoke won't disturb you anymore... He died trying to save you, Jack"

Jack's throat froze. Not a word came out. He tried not to look at me so I won't see this huge word SAD written all over his face. Then tears stung his eyes and all he said was "My dog, my poor dog..."

When I was waiting for Jack to come around, I was beside his bed, in deep thought. Slowpoke may have not been my dog but I felt for him. I wonder why a dog as good and loyal as he could die a sad death? I wonder why he had to die when all he ever wanted was to save his master. I even wonder why Jack the Cruel lived instead of the dog. Then, I asked, "Whatever happened to my childhood friend?" Jack made a drastic change that I feel I no longer know him. He's a totally different person and it really hurts me... It hurts me a lot because I miss the old him. I miss my amorous and compassionate best friend ages of years ago.

Then I came up with a few realizations. Jack made a lot of criticism on anybody and everybody, especially Slowpoke to cover up his own inadequacy. He didn't just go blind - he was benighted. He didn't just lose his eyesight, he lost every part of him. And that's sad because I know that things shouldn't be that way. I remember how we argue about this and he would always give me his standard statement, "You don't know how it feels to be blind." I may not be blind but I do know how painful it is to have lost. Yet, I never allowed it to stand in my way. I never stopped hoping for better things to come because if I do, then I will forever be cynical. Besides, why is it that when people hurt, they want everything to hurt?

I left him momentarily to be in mourning. I know part of me wanted to castigate him. It was all his doing after all. But Slowpoke was his pet - and he once loved the dog so that gives him every right to grieve. Besides, I know that he will always have Slowpoke's blood on his head and that should make him ascertain his lessons.

Now think about your loved ones and how you disregard them whenever you are unhappy... whenever you are displeased... whenever you are in pain... whenever you are so full of yourself...

Then think of the lessons to be learned.

Sunday, October 15, 2006

My Year 2006





Year 2006.

Hmmm, my gut feeling tells me that this year will be a good one for me.

Not that the preceding year wasn't. Well, I've had highs and lows last year but more than anything, I guess to be able to have a good year, one must go through more highs than lows. And I am not ashamed to admit that I did experience myself near to the ground on the whole.

For you guys to understand me in full, I have decided to let the cat out of the bag and give away a few episodes throughout my past year...

The downside of 2005 would be suffering the loss of two significant people in my life... one in the flesh, the other one in spirit. You see, there were copious of equally important people that ended up nowhere to be found in the past years but these two really left my heart broken into tidbits - Wenda and Fx...

Let's start with Wenda... She has been my best friend since the epoch of innocence. But now that we are older, she has decided to leave for Ireland to be with her fiance'. She said it's going to be pretty much permanently. Oh, you know... get married there, have kids perhaps and establish a career she could not find here in the P.I. It's funny how I envisioned myself growing old with her since my marriage failed. I mean I am her independently dependent best friend after all. Call me unselfish but I always rush to her only when I am dismal... or alone... or bored stiff. And now that she's far away from me, I can't help but get panicky. When will I ever hear her comforting words? Her boisterous laughter that is truly infectious? Her bickering that is almost no different to mine? When will I ever see her nods to both my sound and unsound reasoning? There are ways to communicate, I know like the net or mail or phone but being accustomed to the ever-changing time and to modern technology could not even compensate for the pleasure one gets when with a great friend... in the flesh.

Then there's Fx... Francis Xavier Manzano was one of the three guys ferociously killed in Ortigas. Carjacking is a weighty crime and the police pointed fingers at him and his two other companions causing a fight to the finish with guns. It would be pointless for me to say that F is not guilty of anything... That he is nothing but a good friend... the kind of friend who would walk the mile with you and for you... the kind of friend who will be there to listen to your internal strife or to some shaggy dog stories... the kind of friend who would visit you and bring you food when you are sick... the kind of friend who will not get mad at you even when you are dead drunk and too dimwit to vomit inside his car... who would not hesitate to bring you to places you love to go to because seeing a smile on your face gives pleasure to him... it would be pointless, really because the other people who didn't know him took his life straight off... without allowing truth to be known... without letting F defend himself... without giving my friend a much deserved respect... a more decent demise. I am one of the many people still grieving and still crying. Each one of us is in dire need for fair dealing in this country. I just hope F gets his justice soon. It really pains me how he exited. Nonetheless, nothing can ever bring back F's life but I know wherever I go, he being my friend shall watch over me and I shall always attach importance to his friendship... in the flesh and in spirit.

*To Wenda, you will always be my most loved friend. Yeah, we will remain to be good friends 'til hell freezes...
And as for Fx, I love you F and you will forever have a special place in my heart... Where on earth I go and wherever you may be.

Now let's not forget 2005's upside. During this year, I was able to obtain my dream job. Yes, I have the most exigent and lucrative job one can only wish to have. I get pleasure from my work as one with the challenges and the perks that go with it. I usually wish for trifling things but I always pray for a job wherein I could actually show off my skills and make myself not only working on a daily basis but also beneficial to the company that I am working for. God knows how I became a Production Manager in a matter of months but it's a privilege I cannot pass over and I am going to do my doggone best to be worthy of the position bestowed on me - So far so good, anyhow.

And as I've said, I smell more triumph and sweet stories this 2006. I will - without a shred of doubt - fill this year with hurrahs and high spots.

Watch me...

BigTop's Success?



My answer is this...

We all have our own ways of gauging success. For most of us in this line of business, success would mean being number one. Many actually believe that the gateway to becoming in the front line is by being equipped with highly innovative products and having the intellectual competence to use them. At great length, it's true. We at Big Top Media Productions would also want to be number one but not necessarily by taking the lead in the industry... well in the future perhaps but more than anything, our success stems on bringing solutions and rewarding upshots that enables our clients to focus on their worlds.

We at Big Top Media Productions attach great importance to the pleasure principle and our clients are our very own source of pleasure. For us, nothing compares to the feeling of joy that comes when the need or desire of our clients are fulfilled. We do so by seeing our production with our client's eyes - after all, we are committed to making client satisfaction the focal point to any product or services that we build on.

Yet, this is not to denote the idea of always giving a nod to our clients. Of course we want approval while looking at the best interest of our clients, making them feel that they need not work up a sweat because we will assume full responsibility. We only want to express the idea of piece of mind, leaving all the work to us sans uncertainty and fear. Besides, we think like them - we are one and the same so worrying is pointless. We are also committed to delivering services through know all and be all, through our open line communication, stability of crewmembers and being hands-on throughout the whole process. For us, having this kind of representation will be the starting point of the client's inspiring trust and confidence to our company making us establish solid alliance with them and making our clients look for no other alternatives.

We may not be number one in the industry - at least not yet but it sure is nice to be number one in the hearts and minds of our clients.